A client of mine told me she got really mad at her dad for saying to his friends that she hadn’t settled down yet.
The thing is. She hasn’t settled down. She is single. (She laughed when I pointed this out to her.)
This is a fact, not an opinion, not a judgement.
But I know there’s a lot of judgement behind that word ‘single’.
You know whose it is? Yours.
What do you make single mean about you?
I know I used to think I was missing out. I didn’t belong in the married club. I’m doing things wrong. There must be something wrong with me if I’m still single. I’m a loser in this game.
So much judgement. So much dislike. So much of me not accepting me for who I was. Single.
What do you make it mean about God?
You’ve been forgotten. He doesn’t care. He is punishing you. He’s not trustworthy. He’s got it all wrong.
So much judgement. So much dislike. How can these thoughts ever serve you?
Right now, you think that you will stop beating yourself up and disliking parts of you when you get married. Changing a circumstance won’t make you stop judging or disliking yourself. Getting married won’t change those deep rooted beliefs about who you are and who God is. Those are thoughts that you have believed over and over again.
You don’t HAVE to believe that about yourself or God.
It might seem like it’s just what you think, but thoughts are optional. You get to choose them the same way you choose your clothes.
You could choose to make it mean nothing about you or God. Maybe it’s just what it is. You are single. You will be married one day. Done.
One is tearing yourself down and one is allowing you to live without pressure, judgement, and dislike.
Let your mind choose other drama to dwell on. Get mad at your dad for something else. I’m sure there are other things!
Most of all – start choosing to accept & love who you are right now – single – & think the best about yourself. Always.